My Story
Friday, September 01, 2006
I really duno wat to do sumtimes..guess i really change alot...seriously..sumtimes i really feel i sucks to the core being 'her' boyfrenz..seeing 'her' changed make me feel really guilty..'she' is no longer 'herself' and she dun really realise it...i really duno how to show 'her' how much i do care for 'her'...and...i really want 'her' to tell me evrything and how 'she' feel abt...maybe is bcoz i'm getting boring or worse..sumhow..the prob between us Muz be bcoz of me,oways...wat the hell...i'm really lousy..i cant maintain it anymore..Help!!...i juz wan 'her' to care mor abt dis relationship!! i may be a guy..but deep within me, i still need 'her' to care for me and to cheer or make me happy when there's quarral between us...i noe it maybe hard for 'her' to do tt..but i do need it..after all i'm still a human w feelings...sumtimes i get really mad but i still care...and i cant bear to seperate...all wat i wanted was to be happy w no conflicts w 'her'..meanin not so much...after all..i noe myself...i sucks...really sucks as a man...damn sucks as BF...
Sorry for bEing REally lousy aNd a fu*kEr all the while.....
Sorry for bEing REally lousy aNd a fu*kEr all the while.....
-1:16:00 pm-
