My Story
Monday, September 04, 2006
I really cant slp...cant cant cant!!!!i damn bloody f**king tired but i just cant slp!!!I'm damn tired...through out the whole day!!!Will anyone just help me!!
i was happy tt ytd while we were working...she treated me very nicely and didnt give me attitude like oways...every was fine and allrite and i woke up in the mornin 9am to wake her up...everything was so rite..i was working too but i finish work at 10pm unlike hers 5pm...she went to meet her frenz and so on...
i gav her my trust and my heart once again...but...i cant belive wat i saw so as my frenz(zhili,Yanting,Jiawei,they waited 4 me to knock off...) when we went to k-pool after my work...she was lying on another guy chest and slpin in the public which she doesnt do it when w me...i'm juz too shock to see tt...wat the hell!!!Nothing to sae and i nearly cry out....i really cant belive it...and i hav to act as if nth was happenin being calm and cool...her frenz further on explained to me tt she was sick...i choose to leave the place...a while ltr she came to look for me...i brought her home after tt went coffee shop to chat w zhili they all...
she msg me when i was still at the coffee shop,she said she got headache and explained to me...And she said she read my previous blog..cant she juz tink for me....she was lying at other man's chest and i saw tt yet i can juz walk away like a gentleman(which she always sae i'm not)...who could hav stand tt...if it was me in the past tt guy wld be dead now...
She promise me tt this nonsense will not happen again..everytime i let her go out w her frenz such things will happen...dis is y i oways dun like abt it...guys...teach me wat to do...i'm really very sad...in fact i'm even cryin while typing dis...
Even if u r sick u dun do tt!!!if yanting didnt ask me to go up and find her...i think i wld b hidden in dark...i'm really sad...i duno wat to do...i rather die den see tt...if u had read my blog y are u doing dis...u r juz breakin my heartar....dis time it really hurt me deeply...i didnt wana tok much is bcoz i juz dun wana quarral w her...but i juz cant stand it...she juz duno wat she is doin...i have being bother by it the whole nite...=,(...
Nvm, I'LL Pick Myself Up......
-3:32:00 am-